40 days before year 2012 ends ...
Christmas is fast approaching ... It's the most wonderful time of the year na naman . At eto na naman ang pakiramdam ko.
Happy and Sad feeling
Happy kasi ... It's Christmas ... everybody is happy. Everybody is so giving, so nice and so cheerful. Masaya kasi holiday. nararamdaman mo ung spirit ng pasko. There are christmas lights everywhere, christmas songs being played in the radio, in the malls even in restaurants.
Sad because .. Pasko na naman. madaming gastos. walang pera. Hindi ko man lang mabigyan ng regalo ung mga mahal ko sa buhay. kahit yung immediate family ko lang.
Sad because .. matatapos na naman ang taon na FAILURE AKO. FAILURE sa new year's resolution ko for 2012. FAILURE to lose weight. FAILURE to save. FAILURE sa lahat ng bagay. Tapos madadagdagan na naman ng isang panibagong taon ang buhay ko ... na wala man lang nangyari saken na progress.
Actually, im just sad for myself. For my personal EVALUATION :-(
But im not losing hope .. may 40 days pa naman. although when in terms of money ... mahirap magkaroon nian ng agaran dahil kailangan pagpaguran. meron pa naman akong ibang bagay na pwedeng gawin na hindi naman kailangan involve ang pera ...
And that is doing a good deed to someone ... to everyone.
Reassessing myself and reorganizing my life and planning ahead ... and this time promise to make it work and happen
I pray to God that He will guide me and help me to become a better person for 2013.
Happy and Sad feeling
Happy kasi ... It's Christmas ... everybody is happy. Everybody is so giving, so nice and so cheerful. Masaya kasi holiday. nararamdaman mo ung spirit ng pasko. There are christmas lights everywhere, christmas songs being played in the radio, in the malls even in restaurants.
Sad because .. Pasko na naman. madaming gastos. walang pera. Hindi ko man lang mabigyan ng regalo ung mga mahal ko sa buhay. kahit yung immediate family ko lang.
Sad because .. matatapos na naman ang taon na FAILURE AKO. FAILURE sa new year's resolution ko for 2012. FAILURE to lose weight. FAILURE to save. FAILURE sa lahat ng bagay. Tapos madadagdagan na naman ng isang panibagong taon ang buhay ko ... na wala man lang nangyari saken na progress.
Actually, im just sad for myself. For my personal EVALUATION :-(
But im not losing hope .. may 40 days pa naman. although when in terms of money ... mahirap magkaroon nian ng agaran dahil kailangan pagpaguran. meron pa naman akong ibang bagay na pwedeng gawin na hindi naman kailangan involve ang pera ...
And that is doing a good deed to someone ... to everyone.
Reassessing myself and reorganizing my life and planning ahead ... and this time promise to make it work and happen
I pray to God that He will guide me and help me to become a better person for 2013.